Inconsequential things
like your loose change, the kitchen roll,
the spare batteries, the egg cups, your wallet,
your glasses, your keys, your keys, your keys,
the time, the smell of bacon, the
the energy to say sorry
but you’ve spelt my name wrong,
your sense of self worth, the football sticker book
in the 90s when all the West Ham players
were impossible to find, that picture of you
in the limo that made the news.

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Does the sun cook your skin to crackling?
Do your teeth become leather after sugar?
Do you laugh when you fall over?
Do you pack too many pairs of pants
for an overnight stay? Do ties feel too tight?
Do rooms feel too big? What are leaves?
When did you last cry at a cloud?
How often do your bones tell you to do something
completely irreversible? How often do you listen?
Has it been a few weeks since you thought
there was a reason to your feelings?
Isn’t it strange when the floor melts
and you realise you are only stood up straight
because you are doing all you can to do so?

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The driver of the van
has sunglasses like the Terminator.
His face is the shape of a bullet,
forward on the road in front of him.
He cannot see toddlers waving
because he has a skip to return,
a square holding dead fun.

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The bald head and beard hangs up,
wipes the damp skin of his nose.
His shoulders sit with the biscuit crumbs
on the floor. The chewing of his chewing
gum softens. His eyes are good news.
Have you ever seen a man
folding paper he’s no longer scared of?
His thumbs do the waltz on his phone
which sings back to him immediately.
He orders a chocolate muffin
with his next cup of tea and shuts his laptop.
His chin looks up and strokes the ceiling,
where it remains for my entire life
as I walk out of the coffee shop.

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After Apple News

There are not enough squares
in a calendar to organise
what I’m losing control of.

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The square tag poking out of the generic teapot
in the paint-by-numbers coffee shop
makes my think about 500cm long sausages,
toast taller than the flat-packed flats opposite,
bacon wider than the road outside
getting battered by predictable rain.
I wouldn’t know what to do if I saw a baked bean
the size of a regulation football,
black pudding as thick as a coffin,
tomato halves like train wheels out of here.
Please don’t show me the hen that laid
the fried egg larger than the town I’m in.

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Wear your nonsense on your teeth.
Point at every thing you see and scream.
Dance your Babybel hips down the ramp
from the jukebox to the pool table.
Look at the football on the TV
and wonder what you will be
when your arms are the length of Mars.
Dress like your mind, be furious.
The men are leaning on barstools that are
even older than them. They say they cannot
find the energy to chase you or teach you
or be you, but they don’t mind.

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Words are learning how
to make their way to your mouth.
Fingers clinging to the slippery handrails
of your ribs, feet struggling to grip on
to the thin steps of your spine.
They have no time to wait;
they keep
climbing,
shaking, www
until up www
they up wee
burst up eee
their up eee
way up eee.

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Three thousand fully clothed teeth
nod their heads in a dimly lit mouth.
Bar staff gather in gums, shoes stick
to a beer-soaked tongue. Purple shines
over a man who will set himself on fire,
sweat collects on his back like a crowd
melting to the joy of tasting vibrations.

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Laces thinning from tying self too tightly,
tongue big and silent, mud dry and stuck
in any cracks it found. The garage is cold
enough for it to remember wet Sundays,
a chance to forget about the things it
couldn’t do and the people who thought
it was pointless. The concrete floor makes it
feel like a tap dancing shoe, clip clopping
through a changing room with mates
who wouldn’t be here forever, but had hearts
for enough time to tell it to kick while it can.

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